THIS SUCKS SO BADLY!!! I can't believe I have to be grammatically correct even when things are sucking so badly!
What if my whole "taking it one day at a time" modus operandi is just me faking it? What if I'm deluding myself that I'll be okay when depression is creeping up on me? Is saying "I can't get depressed" enough to not get depressed? Am I playing mind games with myself and losing?
I hate that on top of all that I have to deal with right now, I also have to deal with monitoring my mental health.
On another note, I have a wish: I wish someone close to TM, like a family member or his best friend, said to him:
"TM, you are making a mistake. I know it's hard, but the point of life is finding a balance between making a connection with someone else and staying true to yourself. L. Britt is a wonderful, funny, supportive, and caring woman. You are lucky she loves you. Don't let her go."I've said it to him, but I'm a little biased. Most of his crew is supporting his decision however, because that's what your crew is supposed to do. I just wish someone wouldn't.